
I once ran with scissors and I survived!!! I take showers naked, just like everybody else. I think every tall guy needs a short girlfriend. I believe in love, lust, sex, and romance. I am the girl I am today because of the mistakes I made yesterday. I'm not a perfect girl. I'm pretty clumsy. But when I think about it, and take a step back, I remember how life is truly is. And maybe...I like being imperfect. The littlest things make me laugh. It's not hard to please me. I'm strong and determined. I stand up for what I believe in, even if it mean I am standing alone. I am just a girl and that's all i want to be. Crazy runs in my family. I forgive easily, but I don't do it because I am weak. I forgive them because I understand that one action shouldn't define a person for the rest of their life. I am the type of girl that can be so hurt and still look at you with a smile. The type of girl who is willing to brighten your day, even if I can't brighten my own .Even though I seek perfection, I wear my scars with pride. I'm the girl with her middle finger in the air, 'cause for the first time I don't care. I choose to live by choice, not by chance; to make changes, not excuses; to be motivated, not manipulated; to be useful, not used; to excel, not compete. I choose self-esteem, not self-pity. I choose to listen to my inner voice, not the random opinion of others. I'm not someone who puts on an act for other people's pleasures. I'm not a little angel, but I'm not hardcore. I'll never be who people want me to be. If you ever need a friend just talk to me. Even if I don't understand, I'll still be there for you. It's just what I do. I have confidence, and I wear it like make-up. Unless you've lived my life, don't judge me. You don't know, never have, and never will know every little thing and detail about me. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. I know what it is like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels. I've been walked on, used, and forgotten. I don't regret one moment of it because I've learned a lot. I learned how to tell when people are lying and when they are sincere. I've learned how to be a teenager and how to grow up when I need to. I've been to hell and back a few times, and I won't take what i have for granted...too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment or the smallest act of caring. All which have the potential to turn a life around.